Because I’m on my way for a spiritual revival I have joined a Madrassa in which we daily learn Why to love Allah SWT? How to love Him SWT more? Etc etc. And this is why I call it my place of Aman (peace) my greenhouse, my growth place. Its name is #MaryamInstitute and its interesting to know how quickly you become a reflector once you start sitting in such gatherings. Its only through this reflection you start orienting your thoughts as poetry and try giving away people the feelings you feel or try to atleast.
And truly, every single day I sit there and I learn how negligient we are towards our ownselves, not in a strict manner but as I said once we start relecting over we keep thinking either we are doing this right? Or no? You know in love for Allah SWT we become worried about the thoughts we think, should we think such thoughts or no? The miscellaneous stuuf we watch and see? Should we do it or no? The action we do? Are we doing it the right way or no? Yes, All these reflections arise only from the sheer love for Allah SWT. They only arise because we want to and wish to and love to Increase in His love.
We also learn one more thing after such serious corrections done upon ourselves we learn one thing about our Beloved Allah and that is, He is extremely merciful and exclusively merciful! As a matter of fact it is the translation literal of translation of the dua we recite at beginning of most of the daily routine tasks. We call that dua tasmiyya. I.e. to Start something with Ism of Allah tallah. Thus every single day I feel like I have only understood and known Him upto the amount of Tasmiya a short dua. A beggining line. Every single thing I learn returns me back to His Sifaat of Rahmani and Raheemi. 💝